Monday, October 12, 2009
The Way I Pray
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Last Day -- revision
Last Day of Summer
Friday, September 11, 2009
Here we go......
planet | sign | degree | motion | |
Sun | Taurus | 13°58'38 | in house 9 | direct |
Moon | Leo | 18°04'00 | in house 12 | direct |
Mercury | Taurus | 12°21'14 | in house 9 | direct |
Venus | Taurus | 18°03'17 | in house 9 | direct |
Mars | Aquarius | 22°17'46 | in house 6 | direct |
Jupiter | Taurus | 24°53'48 | in house 9 | direct |
Saturn | Taurus | 17°29'07 | in house 9 | direct |
Uranus | Taurus | 25°27'15 | in house 9 | direct |
Neptune | Virgo | 25°10'32 | in house 1 | retrograde |
Pluto | Leo | 2°06'55 | in house 11 | direct |
True Node | Libra | 0°53'58 | in house 1 | direct |
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Ruins Revised
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Ruins Revised
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Dilemma II
Revision
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Dilemma
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Tarot Confession
Tarot Confession
Deep down inside, past the masks,
far beneath the brave exterior,
I still believe in magic.
I see the Magician,
standing before his altar table,
calling my lover to me.
I can see the Knight of Swords,
in full armor, charging in with sword drawn,
to insure that my dreams come true.
I can see the Ace of Cups,
and the chalice in the outstretched hand
is always meant for me.
And I stay poised, on the edge,
looking blithely into the sky,
Ever and always The Fool.
© Anne 2009
Karmic Lament
This poem is based on the archetype of the Wounded Healer.
Karmic Lament
I have opened so many doors
For others to walk through;
I have loved so often and well;
I have forgiven so many times
That the leafy shreds I use
To bind my wounds are worn as well and
Sigh for my deliverance.
Love, deliver me so that
I may be enveloped in your comfort;
Hold me in your lap.
This time, open the door for me;
Welcome me to surrender.
Welcome me to the care
Of a loving trust, for I cry,
Kneeling, bruised, weeping from
Wounds that seep so slowly
My breath is but a sutured sob.
And know, Love, that I cannot do
Again what I know I must.
© 2007 Anne
And I didn't. I pulled the arrow out and my wound is healing. Adios to that archetype.
25 May 2010 For my Mother
Mom’s sisters and her brother lived a few blocks down with my grandmother, as their husbands were also overseas; my uncle was still in junior high. We were truly a society of women--Southern women--who held it all together during those tough times
Mother was a lover of poetry, so part of my fondness for poetry stems from having heard her all my life reciting various passages of poetry as she went about her daily routine. Her favorite poem was “Maude Muller.” She knew The Bible and was readily equipped with a verse for any occasion. She was also an accomplished pianist, and as part of my reward for dusting the piano each Saturday morning--besides my 50-cent-a-week allowance--she would sit down and play my favorite Chopin or Beethoven. While Mother could read music and took lessons for many years, she could also play by ear and played all of the standards from the War Years as well as a mean boogie-woogie. She also loved the music we were growing up with--Elvis, Santana, Led Zeppelin. Her first concert was a Santana extravaganza. My Mother’s love and support for me--in the midst of my triumphs or defeats, joy or despair--never flagged. She never judged...She simply observed. Not a day passes that I don’t miss her, but she seems to know when things get tough, and she makes her presence known in some way. She was and is the Best Mother in the world.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
The Rock
I was just thinking
How strange it was
To have loved a rock in the garden…
To have stared at it, examined it,
Studied its eccentricities,
To have felt that I knew it
Sitting in its place for so long…
And then one unexpected day
To have stumbled over it,
Knocked it askew,
Hurt my toe, and
To have discovered the soil
Clinging to its underside,
The mould,
The beetles scurrying underneath,
Finally exposed.
The dark underside.
© Anne 2008
The Magnificent Inconvenience of Love
The Magnificent Inconvenience of Love
Well, here you are. Everything has worked out the way you planned it. Life has a certain comfortable flow to it, and you are feeling quite engaged and self-satisfied. You have managed your relationships or the lack of one so that you are comfortable and they are convenient. Your career is just where you want it and the timing is perfect. You are quite sure that you can see down the road just far enough to feel secure.
WHAM!
Love walks in. And what on earth are you going to do with Her? She is messily inconvenient, She disrupts schedules, She arouses feelings you had compartmentalized quite nicely, and She is persistent. You manage to push Her down in one spot and damned if She doesn't pop up in six others. Your priorities change, your thoughts become tattered, you are half-way angry at yourself for being so pleased with yourself. And there She stands, smiling at your confusion, delighting in Her talent for disruption, taking all the credit for your glowing appearance, and, to make matters worse, She smirks. "Thought you were done with me?" She asks. "Well, I'm not done with you."
Just trust. Time is the test of true love....
Copoyright Anne 2007
Love-Sick or Love-Well?
Moonchild
Moonchild
This child of the moon,
this dweller in the woods,
flashed into my sphere,
knocked me off course,
reeling into another part of the sky.
This child of the moon,
this dweller in the woods,
broke me open, bare,
drank me up,
leaving me with love’s long, spent sigh.
This child of the moon,
this dweller in the woods,
waxes, wanes,
hides, reveals.
Bliss and pain mingle in her woods,
lit by her moon, fueled by her tears.
And I am here,
bare, open, frightened by her light and her dark.
But here--
transformed by her moon
lost in her woods.
copyright 2000 Anne
If I Could
"Deep inside, we know that there is often nothing we can do to ease another’s pain, and we don’t know how to live with this knowledge."
The Invitation, p. 39
If I could, I would hold you gently in my arms,
Then tightly and securely.
If I could, I would brush your forehead with my lips,
Then your lips with mine.
If I could I would turn your hand and kiss your palm,
Then hold it next to my cheek.
If I could, I would dab away your tears,
Then kiss your eyes dry.
If I could…
If I could…
If I could…
If you would let me, I would take away the fear,
Then show you it’s a sham.
If you would let me, I would jump with you,
Then watch the abyss disappear.
If you would let me, I would tell you how I love you,
Then show you how that feels.
If you would let me…
If you would let me…
If you would let me…
© Anne 2008
Sleeping With You
I awakened this morning to find my eyes still moist:
I wondered, "What happened?"
Then I remembered
Reaching for you once again…
Tapping the space next to me…
Feeling the pillow where your head should be.
Sleep is more intimate than sex:
Sleep demands trust, openness, vulnerability but
In a different dimension.
Lying beside someone,
Dreams open,
Truths revealed unwillfully,
Breathing in another's scent as familiar as
One's own,
Comforted unaware.
How I long to reach across that
Long, uncharted space and
Find you there.
Tribute
Tonight
I saw the rose in you:
Armed, deep-rooted, but
Capable of such fragile beauty
Even God must have nodded approval.
© Anne 2008
When This Ends
Will I know what happened?
Will I still be in the bin marked
"Lost and Found"?
Will the images have disappeared?
Will your voice hum softly?
Will I still ask, "Why?"
Will I wonder, "When?"
Will I still be in the bin
With women rummaging through me?
Where will I be if this begins?
copyright 2008 Anne
Knowing
she can take care of herself.
she is stubborn and independent.
she is smart and intuitive.
But
she does not realize that
putting her head on my shoulder
lets her take care of me.
Each Breath I Take
Each Breath I Take
In my dreams last night
I heard her voice…
I had been shedding my skin
To grow new defenses, but
She found me vulnerable,
Visceral, open, undefended.
Now I will never grow a skin
Thick enough to keep her out…
She seeped into me,
Took over my breathing,
Heated my blood.
She is in me now.
Each breath I take
She tells me that.
© Anne 2008
An Instant
The week was long without you.
There is always this tension
Like watching a bird teeter back and forth
On a line above the garden.
I wonder to myself but I don't say it:
Will she stay?
Will she fall?
Will she fly away?
If I held out my hand, might she fly to me,
Perch for an instant on my finger,
Hesitate or linger...
Even if she lit and flew away
I would have that instant
Forever.
....
© Anne 2008....
In the Mist
In the Mist
My lover used to come to me
In my dreams and
Wrap herself around me
Like the mist curls around the cattails
On the edge of a pond.
She would lift me and
We would float together
On our dreams,
Entwining as lovers do,
Lifted above the worlds of impossibility.
My lover used to come to me
In my dreams and
Lay her head on my shoulder
Like a bird settling into
Her nest of twine and twigs.
I would hold her and
We would settle in more deeply,
Daring the serpents of the world
To invade our space of dreams.
My lover used to come to me
Through the mist
In my dreams…
copyright Anne 2008